#29 The First Day.
4 November 2025
Entry #29
4 November 2025
Status: Being human.
Yesterday was the day.
I thought I would be quite cool about it.
Slept smiling, excited, but not too excited. Woke up smiling, happy, but not too happy. I’ve been waiting for this day, but not like counting the days or anything.
Lies. I totally was.
I told myself I would be more aloof this time. Less obsessed, less all-in, less hopeful. I didn’t want to get hurt again. Maybe it was a way to protect my heart from any heartbreak. I tried to put a thin wall between reality and my hopes for it. But alas, the heart is soft. God made it that way – who am I to go against this.
What day was it yesterday?